वो कब इस जीवन में आयी और कब चली गई कुछ पता ही नहीं चला.. ऐसा लगता है जैसे जीवन के पांच साल यूं ही हवा में उड़ गये.. जीवन के सबसे खुशनुमा पांच साल.. उसकी कमी आज भी खलती है.. मन उदास भी होता है.. उसके वापस आने की कल्पना भी करता हूं.. मगर उसे पाने की कामना नहीं करता हूं.. उसके साथ जीवन के कयी खूबसूरत रंग देखे थे.. किसी के प्यार में आना क्या होता है यह भी उसका साथ पाकर ही जाना था.. उस प्यार का पागलपन.. उस प्यार की गहराई.. उस प्यार का अंधापन.. उस प्यार का दर्द.. वहीं उसके यूं ही चले जाने के बाद ही यह भी जाना की जिसे अंतर्मन से आप चाहते हैं और उसके बिना एक पल भी गुजारने का ख्याल भी डरा जाता हो, उसके अचानक यूं ही चले जाना.. बिना कुछ कहे.. बिना कोई कारण बताये.. शायद किसी अपने की मौत भी तो यूं ही होती है.. कहने को कई बातें होती है.. जिन बातों पर बहस होती थी उन्ही बातों को फिर से सुनने के लिये कान टरस जाते हैं.. अपनी भूल के लिये आप माफी मांगना चाहते हैं.. मगर कुछ कर नहीं सकते.. बस एक छटपटाहट अंदर तक रह जाती है जो अनगिनत रातें आपको पागलों कि तरह जगाती है.. तुम्हारे जाने से दुनिया को एक अलग नजरीये से भी देखा.. कई बुराईयां जिनसे दूर-दूर तक कोई रिश्ता नहीं था, उन्हें भी अपना लिया.. मगर शायद पहले से अच्छा इंसान हो गया.. लेकिन उससे क्या तुम्हारी कमी पूरी हो गई? मुझे पता है कि उत्तर तुम नहीं दोगी.. यहां जो नहीं हो.. मगर क्या यहां होने पर भी उत्तर देती? नहीं.. उत्तर हम दोनों को ही पता है.. नहीं.. क्यों चली गई तुम यह सवाल आज भी अंदर तक मुझे खाता है.. उस बेचैनी को धुंवे तले छिपाने की नाकाम कोशिशें भी करता हूं.. अक्सर कईयों से यह सुना है कि जब उदास हो तो उन पुरानी यादों को याद करना चाहिये जब हम बेवजह खुश हुआ करते थे.. मगर मैं किन यादों को याद करूं? सभी बेवजह की खुशियां भी तो तुमसे ही थी, जिन्हें तुम साथ ले गई.. हां! शायद दुनिया के लिये तुम हो इसी दुनिया में कहीं, मगर मेरे लिये तो तुम्हारा यूं ही चले जाना किसी मौत से कम नहीं है..
I am a software developer but now a days spending lots of time on testing also. Because my team is having lots of testing work pending and we are having very few development work. While doing testing I encountered with lots of Jargons which is related to testing. Since I am a developer and always playing with the codes so my approach is always like a developer and it doesn't matter that what I am doing. Either it is development work or it is a testing. Just now I found one defect which is raised by one person XYZ. But when I checked that defect, I found that it is not a defect. As per Mr.XYZ that behaviour of the software is a Bug, but as per me it is just a property of the software. I talked about this to my project lead and he suggested me to send a mail to the Bug owner Mr.XYZ that this is NAB. I asked him what does it stand for? And he replied "Not a Bug".
After sometime I was busy with some other things and forgot the full form of NAB and I thought I'll search it on google. While searching it on google I found lots of full form of NAB which is really hilarious.. :D
Lets check out some funny acronym of NAB.
;)
Today I got this facts in my E-mail. I am not sure how much true it is but its looking very interesting, so I am putting it here on my blog. :)
*10% of Software Professionals are predicted to be affected by major diseases like Carpal tunnel syndrome, heart diseases etc
*20% of Software Professionals marry their co-workers
*30% of Software Professionals are interested in Live in relationship because they tend to hate the responsibility both in office and house
*40% of Software Professionals are confused about settling down (India or abroad)
*50% of Software Professionals has No savings in their Bank Account
*60% of Software Professionals are not satisfied with their current wages
*70% of Software Professionals work more than 8 hours across globe
*80% of Software Professionals live away from their Parents
*90% of Software Professionals are NOT HAPPY about their Life, meeting deadlines, client satisfaction, incentives, promotions, increment, onsite trips, wife, children, visa status, and commitments
*100% of Software professionals wish they had a choice other than computers in their life at least once in their lifetime
On very first day in Ooty, I met with her.. It seems like she was waiting for me.. I saw her first time when we were reached to our cottage.. She was roaming arround us, and since i fell in love with her in our first meet.. I heard this phrase many times, but first time I felt it from heart.. That is, "Love at first sight".. May be it was the magic of that breez and cool wheather.. By the way, Ooty is also known as the one of the best romatic places in India.. So it was not my fault to be in love with her.. After getting bath, we were sat in the garden and their I saw her again.. She was taking sun bath without wearing any cloth, completely nude and looking very sexy.. :D
I asked her name, but she had very shy nature and didn't answered my question.. The owner of that cottage told her name "Simran".. Suddenly i heard one music of the DDLJ, and I think I was the only person who heard that music.. That was the magic of the love.. Our love story had a very sad end.. Next day when I was ready to leave that cottage she was there and looking at me with tears in her eyes.. Again she didn't told anything, and left that place.. I felt that love is only the mired mirage and nothing else..
Whatever, but she was really very cute.. Don't worry my friends, she was a doggy.. ;)
